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You ever have a week where Wednesday you cant help but think fridays not coming soon enough? Then Thursday rolls around and the realization hits that it really just cant come soon enough?

Its been that kind of week for me. I had a new dishwasher installed monday ansd what should have been a streas free day off wasnt that. The guy who installed it showed up sick and coughed all over my house (granted it took them rescheduling twice to finally get that damn thing put in) left a mess in the kitchen too and the parting gift of his cold.

The rest of the week at work nothing wanted to go right along with so many other things that im not going to get into.....now its Thursday and im like burnt toast and Fridays just not coming soon enough.....

Anyone else feel like they needsome vodka on the rocks and a tub to die in for a few hours before slinking into a nice comfy bed?

Todays the day if you feel like venting I want to listen and vent with you.

On a good night I can talk about my struggles and everything ive worked so hard to face and make peace with.

My two younger siblings have an extensive age gap with me and I thought my father would do better this time....perhaps he never learned his lesson despite the struggle his two older children face.

He is taking the path of least resistance with my sister who is facing the same struggles I face in my youth. I made peace many many years later after struggling with the emotional scaring and theres nothing worse then seeing your little sister going down that path and seeing the father you forgave repeat his mistakes.

Until shes old enough to have a say I cant save her from the same shit I struggled through. I feel like my insides are twisted and my hearts ready to explode from the churn of emotion.

All I can do is wait and hope I dont snap and destroy it all.